My darling Yuki,
This is a holiday without you. It is me.
YiYi walked into borders 4 times these two weeks, needing a soul-soothing book very very much. Yet, till last nite, i couldn’t get what i want. I got panicked. I fear the arrival of the day where i couldn’t handle myself.
And, it is here.
I need to be your YiYi and I want to be there for ethan too.
But for now, i need to do this myself.
I need to let go.
I really need to.
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