Yuki darling,
I’m startled and upset actually. Someone whom i’ve started to care is playing disappearing act on me. It is that obvious. i observe it and i feel it. Yup, it definitely hurts.
He wasn’t that close to me initially. Then, we chose to be. I thought we were supposed to care for each other. After all, there is more than what is being seen. Then, he started disappearing whenever i appear. Then.. and more then and more more then. 
I felt it is only appropriate to let him know that, enough. really, enough. i should not need him again. i didn’t need him for the last 27 years, after all. And why should i need him now?
I might not be as good as him in the “people” department. Heck, I discard people every now and then. i don’t have the quantity, but at least, those who stay around are those whom i’ve no doubt about their sincerity and love.
Too bad. My luck.
i miss u.
